The only thing that keeps me going nowadays is my basic policy in life...
"Everything happens for the Better", or said "Nadappadhellam Nanmaikkey".
From young, this is the only thing I have been holding to, and I say it works; when I look back at my life, and the path I have crossed, I believe this statement more and more...
Whether
-it is doing an extra year of Junior College, despite facing immense humiliation,
-whether it is coming to Chennai to do a digital film making course, when pple think I must be crazy
-when I had to leave my family for so long, and face so much of obstacles...
-when I was dumped immense responsibilites from all over, being a girl my age...
You know what?
- doing an extra college year, gave me an opportunity to become a producer in my dream production house in Singapore
- coming to Chennai, gave me the opportunity to join Hello FM, to explore Radio
- leaving my family, shows me the importance of a family, and how much I actually miss them.
- the responsibilites have definitley made me grow and mature..
Now I am facing a difficult part of life again, I mean why would I not, when I truly trust and like a person, who is exactly the person I had described in my
LOVE TAG, and suddenly you find the relationship full of sick lies...and everything falls apart... but i tell myself to believe it is all for the better...
In fact, it was because of my relationship with this person, I managed to understand radio automation best, and now I am offered a pay raise, and promotion as a Programming Executive from being just an RJ, I got back to my true blue college friends. And well, it did help me lose a bit of weight too.. ;)
But of course it still hurts, to think how I could have been cheated so badly, and how I could have made the life of the person so much happier if I was given the chance. But maybe, if this relationship had continued, I might have had to face worser situations...
I did not suffer a love failure... My love did not fail, My lover did.
Anyway, I just keep walking...